| My Comp is down!!!! |
[Jun. 24th, 2004|09:01 pm] |
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Alright so my damn computer is like sick or something and it fucking sucks because I seriously wrote a SIX PAGE REPORT on my last night with GOTHAM ROAD. I wrote about how I hung out with the whole band for 3 hours before the show and how I smoked out with all of them except LOKI because I guess he doesn't smoke. However he was there with us sitting on the curb. And, yeah J.V let us borrow his sweatshirts because we were cold and AHHHHHHHHH Luckily I saved it all before my computer shut down. Now it's just a matter of getting that motherfucker back up and pasting it on here so yah'll can read the datails of that very AWESOME night. Yeah and last week LOKI e-mailed me again about why my package is lagging. I guess they have yet to receive the shirts from the printing company. He said he is thinking of givin me my chioce of any of the other shirts just so that I wont have to wait anymore. Personally it's worth the wait.And yeah I finally got THE WEB OF DARHMA and yeah I mean I knew all the songs already but damn it's so fucking awesome. GRAVES IS FUCKING AWESOME end of story.Yeah and so I'm talking to this guy that I met at the second GOTHAM ROAD show. The one recording and with all the MISFITS tattoo's who was all painted and dressed like MICHALE.Anyway my last night at the show which I have yet to post tells more about how he hung out that night also. Hes pretty fucking kewl and yeah we have been hanging out lately..Ok so I'm at Briseida's and we are about to go to ROCK IT. |
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| Pictures from day 2 are up! |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|12:26 pm] |
| [ | Blaring On the Jukebox... |
| | Bits of Skin..GOTHAM ROAD | ] |
yup thats me and michale again...
not my best picture as you can see, but J.V. looks pretty bad ass...
For the rest of the photos from the second show..May 30th 2004 @ The Echo in Hollywood click below.
http://photos.yahoo.com/mylovelife7 |
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| DAY 2..GOTHAM ROAD..5/30/04. HOLLYWOOD,CA |
[Jun. 5th, 2004|12:04 pm] |
Alright DAY 2 of GOTHAM ROAD following!!!
Alright so I seriously could not sleep after having such an awesome night at the GOTHAM ROAD show. I seriously listened to the CD over and over and over all while closing my eyes and reminiscing on what had just happened hours before. Eventually I drifted off to a GRAVES infested sleep. I woke up and took my camera to get developed because my plan was to take the pictures from Saturday night and have LOKI and MICHALE sign them. I took the camera and waited till what seemed like forever to get the pictures back. It may have been the longest hour of my life. Of course the ONE picture that I actually wanted (where he held my hand during you awful me) is the one picture that my friend forgot to put the flash on. Yeah, just my luck!
Anyway I headed home and started getting ready for the show, still no idea who would go with me. I was seriously about to go ALONE! I was not going to miss this or any show down here for anything. My friend ended up wanting to check em out with me so it still worked out. I had no idea where I was going but I headed for Los Angeles and called for more directions once there. I arrived about an hour before the band was scheduled to go on. THE ORDER OF THE FLY was playing and I was standing in front of the stage so that I could be front stage for GOTHAM ROAD again. Paul was standing right behind me checking the bands out I guess. When it was time for GR to go on I had already made my way to the front of the stage. To the right of me was a guy who had his face painted just like MICHALE and he was holding a video camera. A professional one too. When he took of his jacket I saw a collage of MISFITS tattoos. This guy was fucking hardcore man. When the band finally came out they messed around on stage a bit. MICHALE started singing like BEASTIE BOYS and everyone laughed Finally they started SEASONS OF THE WITCH. It WAS pretty fucking awesome because MICHALE kept looking at the guy to my right’s camera and winking and singing. He flipped off the camera and even sang directly to it. It was fucking awesome. Brian came out and sang with them again. I love Brian’s voice, it’s so different from MICHALES but still great. When they started YOU AWFUL ME which happens to be my personal favorite, they messed up and stopped the song. MICHALE turned around and laughed at LOKI who then pointed his finger at GERMS who was innocently standing there clueless. They re-started the song and FUCK do I love that song.Other great songs that night were OPHELIA of course and SATURDAY NIGHT.Another favorite was SEASONS OF THE WITCH of course. During one of the lil breaks MICHALE told the crowd about how GERMS made a bet that he could drink a whole gallon of milk in one hour…He had yet to complete it. They also mentioned that on that very night it was there ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF THE FIRST GOTHAM ROAD SHOW EVER!!! Yup, they were going to go down to the beach and celebrate. After the show I asked the guy videotaping if he would sell me a copy of his video and he refused to sell me one. He wanted to GIVE me one free of charge. So I gave him my number and as soon as he puts it on DVD he will send me a copy. I first ran into to LOKI again and asked him to sign my picture of the 2 of us from the night before. I pulled it out and as he was signing it I hear MICHALE from the end of the table saying, “ WOW THAT’S A REALLY GOOD PICTURE! CAN I SEE IT??? I then walked over to MICHALE and handed him the flick of LOKI and myself. He proceeded to glare at it for a while and then I stated that I had a picture of him and me to sign as well. When I gave it to him he just stared with this smile on his face. Kind of awkward silence for a second so then I said “ BY THE MICHALE, THAT IS YOU STANDING NEXT TO ME” , he laughed and was like “REALLY, THAT’S ME??” He laughed and then said “THIS IS A GOOD ONE TOO, I LOVE THE PURPLE WALL BEHIND US.” He signed the picture right on the purple wall behind us so the autograph really stands out. Loki signed on the white part of my misfits shirt so that you can see it. I asked MICHALE to take another picture of me and he was like “OF COURSE”, it turns out my friend who had the camera had drifted away a bit and so we were standing there, posing, my arm on his sweaty and sexy back, and yeah she was gone. I called her name and apologized for the wait and he laughed and said “NO PROBLEM”. When my friend found her way back to us, she still had to search for the camera. She was like freaking out trying to find this camera afraid that he was getting pissed and she apologized. MICHALE then said “HEY, TAKE YOUR TIME.NO RUSH! IT’S STILL EARLY!”. So once she found the camera we took the picture. I then told him that I would take that picture that we had just taken to Tuesday’s show and he would have to sign it for me .He then made sure that we planned on heading out to HB for Tuesdays show. I then went over to J.V. and told him that I never got a photo with him on Saturday and if he would take one with me then. He was like “ANYTHING YOU WANT”. He jumped over the table and reached for a brush under the table. There was a mirror behind us so he proceeded to come his hair out and then turned to me and asked “IS MY HAIR PARTED STRAIGHT? I HATE WHEN I THINK IT’S STRAIGHT BUT IT ISN’T”, I laughed and told him he looked fine and he said, “ARE YOU SURE?” , I told him that he looked just fine and then I fixed his part as best as I could. He is really tall so it was a reach for me. We took the picture and I thanked them all again and told them I’d see them on Tuesday. My life at this point was PERFECT. I drove off totally satisfied with the night. I LOVE GOTHAM ROAD! |
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| SOME PICTURES!! |
[May. 30th, 2004|11:52 pm] |
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OK SO HERE IS A PICTURE OF LOKI AND MYSELF AT THE SHOWCASE ON "SATURDAY NIGHT"
 ALRIGHT AND HERE IS A PICTURE OF MYSELF AND YES..MR. MICHALE MOTHERFUCKING GRAVES...AHHHH!!!AGAIN THIS ONE WAS TAKEN ON "SATURDAY NIGHT" ..(ironic)
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| BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE!! |
[May. 30th, 2004|10:58 am] |
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Alright so last night was the GOTHAM ROAD show and o my god it could not have been any better.SERIOUSLY!!So I was like there hours before and checked out the opening bands and what not.One of them played with them last year when I saw them.Anyway yeah, so Michale came out looking all sexy of course in those awesome tight tape pants,a tank top and his scarecrow hat. They started out with SEASONS OF THE WITCH. What a fucking awesome way to start the show man.Yeah so last time I saw them,when Michale was singing YOU AWFUL ME and he was looking at me and singing to me for like the second verse of the song,and ever since that has been my favorite song.Seriously man,that was automatically made my favorite song ever just because he made it so great.And yes, I know it's part of the show for him to sing to people,I was just happy to be one of those that he sang too thats all. ANYWAY, it was soo fucking weird because when he played YOU AWFUL ME this time he came and grabbed my hand! He was singing to me again,and holding my fucking hand.To the same song as last time.It was the BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE MAN.To top it all off after that he kept comming over to me and sang some more. I seriously was like so close to just jumping on the stage and taking him somewhere.Against his will,but still.lol.Yeah and they played SATURDAY NIGHT which is like such an awesome song,and even better LIVE.Did I mention that all the times that he would come and stand in front of me I kept grabbing him and all his sweat and spit was like dripping all over me.I didn't mind though.I even got some tape from his pants that had fallen off while jumping around.When he was talking he started saying something about how some people took a song the wrong way and did't like it and then I yelled "WHO CARES" and he looked at me and was like "EXACTLY WHO CARES" and started talking about how he writes songs and people can think what they wan't or something.Alright I'll cut this short cuz I'm sure everyone is sick of my rambling.So after the show I went and bought ANOTHER cd, this one is for show only cuz the band signed it.I was talking to LOKI AND JV and they are seriously all great guys. I was like "yeah I'm tempted to buy another shirt but I am still waiting for my other stuff in the mail" and JV tapped LOKI and was like " That's your deal man, shes still waiting for her christams package!" I told em no hard feelings though and I'm assuming that they knew it was me who had orderd the christmas package cuz I had emailed them telling them I wanted the merch before the corona show and also because inside the order form I was like "SEE YAH THE 29TH IN CORONA!" OK anyway, they signed my cd and we talked about their awesome show and how they are gonna play again tonight and outta no where some chick came and was like"YOUR SO FUCKING LUCKY,MICHALE WAS SINGING TO YOU,HOLDING YOUR HAND" and I was like yeah I'm still in awe.Then I saw Michale and I told him how much they fucking ROCK and yeah he took a picture with me.So here I am today a little hung over and wishing I could go back to the best night of MY LIFE! I took pictures and I will post them later today cuz I have to get them developed I'm not rich and fancy and don't have a digital camera.Soon though..ahhh anyway yeah I'm gonna see them again tonight and on Tuesday!!Oyeah and I saw Adrian Vega and Hector and them at the show. I was kind of fucked up so I made it short.Adrian said he'd doing good though so thats cool. |
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| You Awful Me |
[May. 29th, 2004|03:21 pm] |
Lately I've been thinking less and less about the world
the flies all die, singing songs and dead birds flying.
Nothing ever seems so wrong, I never seem to make sense.
I am trying, I am trying.
Maybe I just laugh to instigate the things I've done and I feel normal.
I must find the rest of pieces left behind.
Father's Daughters, seems so binding.
Domestic Violence shy and she is crying, she is crying.
You've brought me into this dark dismal blackened place, You awful me.
Hold her hands so she can't move and make her shut her mouth.
Make a mess of my life, restrain for control.
Kill her slow Disassemble one by one the ties that bind.
He is dying He is dying.
You've brought me into this dark dismal awful place, You awful me!
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| Just a few hours to go.. |
[May. 29th, 2004|02:48 pm] |
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Yeah so I didn't go to ROCK on Thursday because Alissa is still IN THE FUCKING HOSPITAL..Yeah I mean she's been there since monday morning and shit.ahhhhhh it makes me so mad but at the same time I know that it's best for her. It just sucks for her cuz like she seriously stays here at HOME like 2 days a week and the rest in the hospital.Fucken A! Anyway enough of that. I stood with her on Thursday night and it was nice I guess.I love staying with her and making her laugh (which I do alot of).Anyway I was at the hospital all day yesterday too( friday) and I got home like at 10pm, showered and dressed,picked up Briseida, picked up Tawny, met up with Peter and went to this club in hollywood called FREQUENCY 7. It was pretty cool I guess. It was our first time at this club so thats always nice.And yeah got home a lil after 3 and had to get up for work at 7. We had a meeting this morning and then I started at 10. It was fucking dead so they sent me home early.I talked to Vince and he's heading over a bit later. We are getting drunk and shit and then going to see GOTHAM ROAD..Hell yeah man. I have been waiting forever man! I still have not received all the goodies I ordered from them at the begining of the month,but it's ok I guess. As Hugo always say's.." WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO?..THE SMITHS AINT GONNA REUNITE!!" That would be fuckin sweet if they did though huh? Yeah..I also found out where GR is playing tomorrow night so you better believe I'll be there too.This is gonna be an awesome weekend.ALL EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT LISA IS STILL IN THE HOSPITAL!!
FrIdAy: WeNt tO fReQuEnCy 7
SaTuRdAy: GoTHaM RoAd sHoW (lOnG oVeR dUe) AnD AfTer wE WiLl gO To cLuB aDdiCTiON
SuNdAy: GoThAm roAd sHoW AgAiN, aNd ThEn cLuB lOnDoN
mOnDaY: ClUb LoNDoNs mEmOrIaL DaY FeSt,AnD LatEr BlUe MoNdAYs
Sounds good to me.Anyway yeah heres a few songs I really really wanna hear tonight.
1)Saturday Night
2)Hybrid Moments (they actually played this before)
3)U Awful Me
4)2 Bits of Skin
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| I've Gone Blank.. |
[May. 24th, 2004|04:02 pm] |
| [ | Heaven Know's I'm... |
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| | The Misfits~ AngelFuck | ] |
Alright so last night I worked at it was pretty lame man. It was kind of slow and I didn't make as much money as I would have liked.Anyway, somehow I managed to get Jackie to go to the club last night. I had Victor buy me a bottle of rum shmum and Tawny,Jackie, and I killed it right before we headed into the club.It was funny cos Jackie was dying man. She wanted us to mix the rum and we wouldn't. Anyway, it was fucking packed last night. On the way to the club my friend guy that I met last week called me and gave me a heads up on the crowd so I wasnt exactly shocked when I saw all the mutherfucker there.The music was rather good. More electroclash than darkwave but still good.I was buzzing it,not to much at all though.Peter was there too.Good times.I pissed Jackie off really bad. Sometimes I take jokes way too far for the shock value of it all.She's cool now though. Today at work I apologized.Too bad I can't tell everyone what I did..It's politically incorrect.not really but yeah.So once I got there we danced all night. Never stopped. Nope, not once man. I love nights like that.I guess there is a big memorial day fest going on with like 4 bands and all the usual dj's and shit. It will be pretty fucking awesome for a monday afternoon. I love the club scene man. Lisa went to the hospital today and everything came out ok so they went ahead and gave her her spinal and bone marrow and they admitted her. So here goes another week in the hospital for her and myself since I stay with her *cheers* Anyway tonight our father will stay with her and yeah we are going to BLUE MONDAY'S. It will actually be our first time at this club although we have been wanting to go for a while. I have not talked to Vince in days. I think he is mad at me. I MISS HIM!!!! LIFE IS NOT GOOD WITHOUT MY PUTTY-NESS..Yeah. That sucks. I need to wash my fucking car it is sooo dirty man.Alright well I'm off to the gym now,4 more days until the best night ever.My GR show..whoooo hoooooo!!!! O YEAH...FUCK BUSH.. |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY MORRISSEY!! |
[May. 23rd, 2004|03:26 pm] |
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Yeah so today has been a rather good day,concidering..1)It's a dark,gloomy,grey,and beautiful day outside. 2) Just right now my computer thingie notified me that it found the virus that had infected my computer and deleted the file. See,for the last few weeks I have only been able to internet "surf" for like a half hour before it would shut off completley. FUCKING AWESOME man. This is a brand fucking new computer and there is no reason why it should be infected so soon.Anyway.. ANTHONY I WANT YOU TO COME TO OZZFEST WITH US..PLEASE!!! Yeah, that was a message for my little bro.So uh- last night I went to see THEE MIDNIGHTERS with mom and a bunch of her friends and some of my aunts and shit. It was fucking sweet man. I drove so I only drank a little bit. Mom bought us both drinks. Yeah so I never thought I'd see them play in my lifetime, they are a band from the 60's and to my surprise they sounded just as good. It's weird. Very few bands can do that yah know. I mean they do anyway,but shouldn't. BLAH..yeah, good times.Tonight is LONDON and I'm feeling very lazy to dance,but that will change once I'm there and I hear the SISTERS or BAUHAUS. Then I'm transformed or something. So yeah, I think I'm gonna add MOMMY'S LIL MONSTER to my SOCIAL D tattoo..something to think about I guess. I wanted to at first,but didn't have the cash. Plus I wanna save the space around it for the next time I run into Mike Ness, this time i'll be prepared and have him sign it or something...Ok gotta go to work now. |
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| My Foot Is SLEEPING!!! |
[May. 21st, 2004|11:59 am] |
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| | mOrRiSsEy: i lIkE YoU | ] |
ALRIGHT BACK AGAIN...THIS TIME IT IS FRIDAY AND I HAVE THE DAY OFF. YESTERDAY WAS SERIOUSLY ONE OF THE BEST DAYS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG WHILE MAN.SOOO I WAS AT WORK AND BRISEIDA AND MY LIL SISTER LISA CAME IN AND ATE. I WAS ABLE TO WAIT ON THEM SO IT WAS COOL. I GUESS BRISIEDA DECIDED TO TAKE LISA TO LUNCH AND A MOVIE. ITS FUCKING AWESOME MAN,I LOVE BRISEIDA.SHE SERIOUSLY IS LIKE FAMILY TO ALL OF US. MY LITTLE SISTER TOLD HER THAT SHE THINKS OF HER LIKE A SISTER AND THAT SHE LOVES HER AND SHIT A WHILE BACK AND FUCKING BRISEIDA STARTED CRYING. IT WAS A KODAK MOMENT..ANYWAY YEAH, SO WHILE I WORKED THEY WENT TO SEE 13 GOING ON 30. NOW I WOULD HAVE TAKEN LISA TO SEE IT,EVEN THOUGH I HATE EVEN SEEING THE PREVIEWS,BUT BRISIEDA WANTED TO SEE IT TOO SO SHE TOOK LISA. ANYWAY WHEN I GOT OUT I REALIZED THAT ..(are yah ready for this??) MY BEST FRIEND,BROTHER, AND OLD PANDA CREW MEMBER SATAN..aka..ChRiS KoRt HAD CALLED ME UP...HAHAHA YAH KNOW WHAT THAT MEANT, YUP THAT MOTHER FUCKER IS IN TOWN AND HE CAME BY YESTERDAY AND WE HAD A COOL ASS TIME.FIRST WE WENT TO THIS LITTLE METAL SHOP AND HE BOUGHT SOME SHIRTS AND AN UPSIDE DOWN CROSS NECKLACE.YEAH,AND I BOUGHT SOME PLUGS SHMUGS.THEN WE CHILLED HERE FOR A BIT AND THEN WENT TO VISIT ANOTHER OLD TIME BUDDY FORMERLY FROM THE PANDA CREW TOO..MOMz!! ..aka..ALEX BURNS. THAT WAS FUCKING SWEET TOO CUZ I HADN'T CHILLED WITH THAT FUCKER IN MONTHS.THE COOLEST PART EVER WAS HEADING DOWN TOO...(another great surprise)...AILUJ's!! also..aka..MY EVER SO BEAUTIFUL JULIA-NESS!!! MAN THAT WAS LIKE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY. WE JUST CHILLED OUTSIDE AND CAUGHT UP ON SHIT.IT TOTALLY GAV ME FLASHBACKS TO LIKE 3 YEARS AGO WHEN WE WERE STILL JUNIORS IN HIGH SCHOOL AND HAD NO WORRIES IN THE WORLD EXCEPT DRINKING AND GETTING STONED..AHHHH THE GOOD OLD DAYS.I MISS THAT SHIT.ANYWAYS YEAH,AND I SAW JULIA'S LIL BROTHER URI MAN.THAT GUY HAS GROWN UP ALOT.I REMEMBER WHEN WE USED TO SIT OUTSIDE ON THE STAIRS IN HIGH SCHOOL FAR,FAR,FAR, AWAY FROM ALL NORMAL PEOPLE THAT SWARMED THE HIGH SCHOOL.MeMoRiEs..ANYWAY YEAH ALL GOOD THINGS DO END AND WE DID HAVE TO LEAVE.BUT, I'M PRETTY SURE THAT WE ARE ALL GONNA HANG OUT TONIGHT AND GET A LIL MESSED UP.IT'S GONNA BE AWESOME MAN.I THINK ALEX AND THE REST OF THE HIGH SCHOOL GANG MIGHT CHILL TOO.YEAH,SO UH, AFTER ALL THAT I MET UP WITH BRISEIDA AND TAWNY AND KATHY AND WE WENT TO ROCK IT.I DRANK SOME MALIBU THAT I HAD PUT IN THE FREEZER..( it' so good by itself and all cold) AND THEN I TOOK SOME SHOTS OF TEQUILLA JUST TO GET A LIL BUZZED.OVERALL IT WAS AN AWESOME NIGHT.TERESA SURPISED BRISEIDA AND SHOWED UP. EVERYONE WAS JUST HAVING A GOOD TIME AND SHIT.I MET A GUY TOO.HE'S PRETTY COOL.I GUESS HE IS THERE AS OFTEN AS ME BUT I NEVER NOTICD OR SOMETHING.ANYWAY, YEAH..I'M GOING TO GO NOW.HOPE TONIGHT NO ONE RANKS OUT.AND EVEN IF THEY DO ME AND MY CHRISTOPHER ARE GETTING WASTED ANYWAY....tHe EnD!
p.s CHRIS,CHRISTINE,NOLAN AND MYSELF ARE GONNA GO TO MUTHERFUCKING OZZFEST THIS YEAR. SLAYER...HERE I COME! |
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| seems like years... |
[May. 19th, 2004|02:30 pm] |
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Damn it has been way to long. I'll take this back to the nightI left off. Vince did indeed get me another ticket to see MORRISSEY and it was the best ever man.He wen't out on stage wearing a red jacket looking so god damn sexy.I was seriously in heaven man. I was waiting to here his new song " I LIKE YOU" because it is seriously a great fucking song, but he never played it. I was lucky to have heard it on Thursday so it was not so bad. AND..he did play SHOPLIFTERS which was a real nice treat. I am happy that I was there the FIRST AND LAST night man. I think they were prolly the best 2 shows. Wish I would have been there Saturday though cuz i heard he gave a shout out to JOSE and the rest of the HOOLIGANS. Thats fucking awesome.
I did go to the relay for life for lisa and it was fun. Jeremy called me that day and invited me to see the distillers with him and as much as i wanted to go I had commited myself to the relay man.He totally understood though.We actually camped out there this year and it wasnt as cold as we thought it would be.
Lisa has been in and out of the hospital pretty much every week man. Like she goes one day just to check her blood and she'll be there for like 5 days instead. It totally sucks for her but i stay with her pretty much everynight. On weekends my mom stays with her cuz thats the only time that she can. During the week i stay with her and just leave early for work and then right after work go back to the hospital.
Yeah and so lets see what else has been going on.I still go to rock it although i dont go if Lisa is in the hospital cuz it's not that important anymore.Briseida Peter and I went to the breakfast club on cinco de mayo and that was the shit. They had a siouxsie versus sisters of mercy night and since its a 21 and over club i was able to drink drink drink. It was fucking sweet man. Briseida even drank and thats a miracle man.
This friday Briseida and I went to see VAN HELSING..It was good but they some how managed to throw in a love story and that made me sick. It was supposed to be pure evil and blood and shit. What the fuck does love have to do with vampires and monsters??? HOLLYWOOD MAN. Anyway yeah, saturday we went to Hugo's house cuz they had a party for his nephew. It was seriously a lot of fun man. I was just drinking beers and having a good time laughing.Fucking Hugo threw his beer bottle in the middle of the street and it almost hit Briseida in the head man. She was sooo fucking pissed off.And yeah Sunday we went to LONDON that was cool as fuck.
Yesterday I went to but MORRISSEY'S new cd. It is the shit. And I bought the single for IBEH with some never heard before songs. Then I bought this electroclash box set that is the shit.Then Lisa Briseida and I went to see a day without a mexican. It was col buit i expected it to be way more political and stuff man.
Anyways, yeah so I am excited about the GR show at the end of the month. I'm waiting for my merch that i bought that comes with a dvd of them and all the band is gonna sign it!Then Hugo and I are supposed to go see THE STILLS in June. There are many shows comming up that I must save for like..THE B-52'S, THE HOOTENANY, THE SMITHS CONVENTION,and many more..OK im off to the gym now |
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| "Catching Up Again" |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
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Alright so last Thursday I had to go to work ,but when I got out I picked up Lisa and headed straight to Briseida's house.We got in the car and headed for the Wiltern for what would soon be remembered as the BEST DAY OF OUR LIVES! The traffic was pretty heavy but luckily we took the side streets once we were able to.Kathy,Tawny,Johnny,Jessie and Veronica not to mention about 6 other mutual friends were there and already in line.They had been there since about 1 in the afternoon.We were very surprised that parking was only 10 bucks concidering that we have paid way on less important occasions.We made our way from the parking lot to the line to find the rest of the gang.On the way up front I saw the KROQ van parked and remembered that an old friend of mine works for KROQ and is usually at the concerts. So I gave a look and sure enough he was there.He offfered to try and get us in to the meet and greet with MORRISSEY if it was possible.We found Kathy and them just in time,because they had started letting people in.All of us fortunatley had floor tickets so we made our way to the stage.God must have been with us because we were the last ones allowed on the floor.It was awesome because there was so much room down there,I didn't have to worry about anyone smashing Lisa or anything.The opening band for Morrissey was a band called THE KILLERS and they were pretty fucking good.They played a rather short set which can't be bad when you have to open for such a legend.Finally the lights went out and everyone's heart's started beating a million times faster.Finally he came out wearing these great dark denim jeans and a cowboy shirt that looked fucking awesome on him.Here is the set list for the night.The First Of The Gang To Die / Hairdresser On Fire / How Could Anybody Possibly Know How I Feel? / A Rush And A Push And The Land Is Ours / I Have Forgiven Jesus / Subway Train [into...] Everyday Is Like Sunday / I Know It's Gonna Happen Someday / I'm Not Sorry / Such A Little Thing Makes Such A Big Difference / Little Man, What Now? / There Is A Light That Never Goes Out / All The Lazy Dykes / The World Is Full Of Crashing Bores / The Headmaster Ritual / No One Can Hold A Candle To You / Don't Make Fun Of Daddy's Voice / Jack The Ripper / I Like You // Irish Blood, English Heart
If you havent already figured it out, my friend was not able to get me into the meet and greet due to the fact that KROQ didn't use wristbands that night.Either way it was the shit and good new's MY BEST PUTTY EVER VINCE GOT ME A TICKET TO SEE MORRISSEY AGAIN TONIGHT MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!
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| I Ran Into the Devil Today! |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|01:56 pm] |
| [ | Heaven Know's I'm... |
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| | The Usual Moz | ] |
- Jackie came over and we watched KILL BILL VOL.1,then I pulled out a butcher knife and asked her if she wanted to play KILL BILL.It's so funny how serious she takes me.Like,why on earth would she start yelling and banging things as if I would really try to cut her or even harm her.The crazy thing is that she was attempting to wake my folks up!I don't even have violent tendencies,crazy but not violent.
- We are having team shirts made for Alissa's relay for life,they have our last name on the back.I'm actually very excited about the whole relay.Every year it's a great time for all.Jackie and Briseida are going to come with us.
- I have orientation at BATH AND BODY today.I'm going back for about a week or so just to help out for the mothers day thing.Plus it can't hurt to have a second paycheck comming to me.
- Tomorrow about this time,I will be on my way to see MORRISSEY.God damn,it feels so good just knowing that I will see him in the flesh.I know that he is going to play all the songs from IBEH,but there are a few songs I would LOVE to hear.For starters,"My Love Life", this song means sooo much to me man.I even plan on having it tattoed on my sometime."Back to The Old House", another great song."Sing your Life", nice song to get everyone moving! Anyway yeah,I will be happy no matter what song's he plays.I LOVE MORRISSEY!!!!
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| "I would rather not go,back to the old house" |
[Apr. 20th, 2004|04:57 pm] |
| [ | Heaven Know's I'm... |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Blaring On the Jukebox... |
| | Morrissey~Back to the Old House | ] |
ONLY ONE MORE DAY TO GO!!!
It's only a matter of time and patience now.On Thursday April 22,2004,I will see the greatest songwriter in years..MORRISSEY.I seriously can't wait.It's rather exciting if you ask me.I'm all jittery just thinking about it.It will be just as good as seeing THE DOORS.I am a very lucky gal,I must admit.Anyway,Thursday at ROCK IT was better.They actually started playing dark-wave again.I drank a little bit and yeah,had fun.I felt bad for Hugo because he left his ID at home and therefore could not drink.He is a drunk,so this hurt him in that little cold heart of his.LOL.Friday Briseida and I headed down to downtown to this benefit show that the FMLA had put together.These bands MYSTERY HANGUP and CUAHTEMOC played.Sadly no one showed up.I mean the bands showed and there was about 15 people outside of that who showed up.Hugo showed up so that was the only reason why I wasn't bored off my ass.Don't get me wrong the band's were very cool and everything.The art studio that it was held at was FUCKING AWESOME ,but it was a rather dead night.I was just like a jam session or something.It funny because all these chicks were trying to start a baby pit or something.It was cute,but I just sat in the back.Then we went to Denny's after and yeah that was about it.Saturday I worked and just came home after.Sunday Vince came over and we watched KILL BILL VOLUME 1. I fucking love that movie,then we went to BIONIC and BLACK HOLE.Vince got me these glossy photos of MIKE NESS.Good stuff man.He looks so hot.Then I wen't to work and after we went to LONDON.It was the BEST night of my weekend.I was having a good time and even had my drink on.Good times man.Anyway yes, I'm off to the gym..more to come.O yeah and yesterday I bought a few movies
1) PORKY'S
2) RESEVOIR DOG'S
3)KILL BILL vol.1 |
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| "That's some good shit huh???...", "It's only a CIGARETTE!!" |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
| [ | Heaven Know's I'm... |
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| | Moz..Tony the Pony | ] |
Alright where to begin.Thursday at ROCK IT was pretty cool.Not so much because of the music,just hanging out with everyone.Friday I dodn't do shit really.Hung out with Lisa and stuff.Saturday after work Briseida and I met up with Hugo at the Hully Gully because this RAMONES cover band was supposed to play,but that didn't happen.I guess the band canceled and it was only half price to get in.It was fucking dead and shit.They had elctro bands playing which was pretty cool cuz they were good,but still we didn;t dance.No one danced actually.So the 3 of us sat around and started talking shit,which was pretty funny actually.Then Hugo's friends got there and we all headed to their house for a bit.Sunday was Easter and I had to work.It was not that bad and I made decent cash.After work Briseida,Vince,Jackie,Peter and I headed down to the House Of Blues to go see this DOORS cover band called PEACE FROG.They were pretty good.I have yet to see WILD CHILD and I know for a fact that they are waaaay better.But these guys were good too.Lucky for me I have seen the DOORS 2wice already.The 21'st century DOORS that is.It was fucking awesome..Ahh yes anyway.We saw PRISMII and M&M at the hob too.It was funny.Finally Vince hung out with us man.Yeah and there's a show tonight that I might go too.Anyway enough for now.. |
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| ..CaLm dOwN.. |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|05:02 pm] |
| [ | Heaven Know's I'm... |
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| [ | Blaring On the Jukebox... |
| | Vince's bitchin electro mix | ] |
DAMN I REALLY NEED TO GET BACK INTO THE HABIT OF UPDATING.LET'S SEE HERE,LAST THURSDAY VINCE DID NOT GO TO ROCK IT WITH US AFTERALL.IT WAS APRIL FOOLS AND HUGO'S PRANK ON ME WAS TELLING ME THAT HE FOUND OUT HE HAD A KID.LOL.DON'T KNOW MANY GUYS WHO WOULD JOKE ABOUT THAT,BUT HE GOT ME PRETTY DAMN GOOD.THEN AT ROCK IT,HE STARTED CHOKING ON SOMETHING AND WAS PRACTICALLY ON HIS FUCKING KNEES AND I WENT TO HELP HIM OUT AND YES,HE WAS FUCKING JOKING AGAIN.AND,I FELL FOR IT AGAIN.AS FAR LAST WEEKEND GOES,I DON'T REMEMBER TOO MUCH NOW.I THINK I CHILLED PRETTY MUCH THE WHOLE TIME.YEAH,THEN TUESDAY BRISEIDA,JACKIE AND I WENT UP TO CRESTLINE WHERE JACKIE'S CABIN IS.IT WAS FUCKING SWEET UP THERE MAN.OUR CELL PHONES DIDN'T WORK FOR SHIT,SO IT WAS LIKE PEACEFUL NOT BEING ABLE TO GET CALLED UPON FOR ANYTHING.WE LAID AROUND (COLD AS FUCK) WATCHING MOVIES LIKE SILENCE OF THE LAMBS AND DONNIE DARKO.WE WEN'T INTO THE LITTLE TOWN AND HAD SOME FRIED ICE CREAM.BRISEIDA WENT ON A LITTLE JOG AND GOT LOST.LOL.SOME LADY HAD TO HELP HER FIND HER WAY BACK TO THE CABIN.JACKIE TAUGHT ME HOW TO PLAY POKER AND YEAH,ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT WE PLAYED KINGS CORNER.IT'S A DRINKING GAME YOU PLAY WITH CARDS AND THAT WAS FUN AS HELL.BRISIEDA(WHO NEVER DRINKS) WAS KIND OF DRUNK AND SHIT.WE WERE BLARING SUBLIME AND SINGING ALONG.IT WAS OVERALL A GREAT ASS LIL VACATION.GLAD I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND TO MISS WHILE I'M GONE.I CAN TAKE OFF FOR A FEW DAY'S AND NOT HAVE TO TELL ANYONE.GREAT STUFF MAN.YEAH AND SO WE CAME BACK YESTERDAY MORNING,THEN I WENT TO WORK.LAST NIGHT WE WENT TO ROCK IT AND IT WAS PRETTY COOL.SOME CHICK BURNED HUGO WITH HER CIGARETTE SO THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING OF THE NIGHT,ESPECIALLY BECAUSE HE TURNED AROUND AND WAS READY TO SOCK HER.LOL.YEAH THEN HE CALLED HER A CUNT.HE'S SO RESPECTFUL.
THE COOLEST THING EVER WAS MY VISIT WITH MY BEST PUTTY EVER..VINCE. YEAH SO HE HAD A PRESENT FOR ME AND I HAD NO IDEA WHAT IT WAS OR WHY HE EVEN GOT ME A GIFT AGAIN.BUT IT WAS SOME GIRLS WANDER BY MISTAKE THE SISTERS OF MERCY IMPORT THAT SHIT IS SOOOOOOO HARD TO FIND AND MY PUTTY GOT IT JUST FOR ME ...ahhhh I LOVE HIM MAN.MY HEART BURSTS WITH LOVE FOR HIM.THEN,HE MADE ME A KICK ASS ELECTROCLASH MIX CALLED "VINCE'S BITCHIN ELECTRO MIX" PLUS A WHILE BACK I MADE HIM A LIST OF LIKE 50 SONGS THAT I WANTED ON CD AND HE FINALLY MADE THEM FOR ME.IT ACTUALLY WAS QUICK.LIKE IN ONE MONTH HE DOWNLOADED ALL THESE HARD TO FIND SONGS.THE CD'S ARE CALLED "MARISSA'S BITCHIN MIX" volumes 1,2&3. PLUS HE MADE ME A 60'S MOD MIX.I LOVE THAT FUCKING GUY. |
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| "I never heard a chick blow ass before!" |
[Mar. 31st, 2004|12:45 pm] |
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| [ | Blaring On the Jukebox... |
| | Bauhaus~MASK | ] |
Alright.Yesterday was the first day I would have been able to sleep in seeing as how I didn't have to got to the hospital and everything.BUT,the fucking neighbors are having work done on their house,so I was up at 7 with the sound of hammers and bullshit of that sort.Anyway,I cleaned the shit out of my room yesterday.I took EVERYTHING out of my closet and then threw away a bunch of shit.My clothes are now in order based on color and shit.My book shelf was re-organized.Books,Movies,and DVD's are now in alphabetical order.I'm very proud of myself.I finally go back to work 2morrow morning.I can't wait,I need to make some cash flow man.Anyway yeah so yesterday I stood home pretty much all day.With an exception for the hour that I went to the gym.I was glad to be back I didn't go all week last week cuz of the hospital and shit.Anyway,I think Vince is gonna go with us to ROCK IT.It should be cool man.Anyway,I guess I'm gonna go and shower and fix Lisa some lunch.I love being able to take care of her man.Yesterday cleaning out my room I found all kinds of art work and homework that she did as a kid and would give to me as gifts.Alot of it is hanging on my walls,but there is sooo much more.It was like as though she was my child.LOL.Ok fuckers,now I'm gone. |
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| "What's a FUCK-ASS"??? |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|05:01 pm] |
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Alright so let's see here.We took Lisa back to the hospital on Thursday because she was going to have another bone marrow done and then we were supposed to come right back home. That DIDN'T happen man. They ended up admitting her, and then putting her cathader back in,which meant that they obviously wanted to put her back on chemo.They ran all sorts of tests on her,EKG's,Bone Marrow,X-Rays on her heart and a sonogram on her chest.Poor child was tired as hell when the night ended.And yes, I MISSED ROCK IT!!! That's right,Marissa did not go to Rock It.But it was for a good cause so I don't feel bad.Friday they began Lisa's chemo,first by performing a spinal on her and injecting her with chemo through the spine.Then a few hours later she was given two more huge doses of chemo.This protocal is a bit different and stronger than the last protocal she had when she was first diagnosed.This time she was throwing up like a motherfucker!I felt so bad for her, she couldn't even hold water down.She was very ancy and even started fighting off the nurses who were checking her vitals every fifteen minutes.Saturday she was a bit better but still throwing up.She was on all kinds of pain killers including VICODIN and MORPHINE.So she pretty much slept all day.I ended up going to got eighties with Briseida and Peter and met up with Hugo over there.Kathy and Tawny went on there own and it was almost as though we didn't know them man.It's been weird lately.BUT,I had fun.I seriously needed to get out for a while.EVERYDAY, Lisa was in the hospital I was there with her man.I wanted to be though.I would go everyday early and stay all day and leave late.So it was nice to get out for a few hours and stuff.Plus Lisa told me she wanted me to go or else.She was even upset that I didn't go to rock it cuz she knows how I am about that.Sunday morning started out like the worst day ever and ended up being one of the best so far.Mom woke me up at 8 am saying that Lisa's kidneys were not fuctioning due to the chemo and that it was serious so they were gonna transport her to childrens hospital in downtown.Lisa was crying because she was scared and we were freeked out cuz when your kidneys shut down thats pretty bad. Then just as the hellocopter was getting there the doctor ran in and said that she wasn't going anywhere because she was fine.Her blood and everything was back to normal and her kidneys were fine!! He was so baffled.He just ran up to lisa and hugged her and kissed her and said it was a miracle.I believe in miracles too.Can you believe that shit man.So they ran more tests to be extra positive and sure enough,she was fine! So yeah, today is now Monday and shes here in bed! They let her come home and she doesnt have to go back until friday for more chemo and another bone marrow.O yeah, they tested me,amy,and mom and dad today to see if any one of us is a bone marrow match for lisa.*keep yer fingers crossed* I hope one of us is a match man.That would be cool if I was her match,then I could finally do something for her since in a was she has saved my life.I can save hers :).I'm feeling good about this whole relapse thing.I KNOW she's gonna make it.. |
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